[ALONE]...A LONE WANDERER...!!!

 Show me the meaning of being lonely,

So many words for the broken heart,

It’s hard to see when it comes in life,

So hard to believe, walk with me........

.....Your every wish will be done. Then show me.

Show me the meaning of being lonely,

Is this the feeling I need to walk with,

Tell me why I can’t be there where you are,

 There’s something missing in my heart,

Life goes on as an never end

I just go observe the trend.......

 

...so goes on the lyrics by:

BACKSTREET BOYS {ARTIST}, MILLENIUM (BSB) {ALBUM}, BLUES {GENRE}

 

I walk a lonely road,

The only one I, I have ever known,

Don’t know where it goes,

But it’s on the main and I walk alone...

I walk this empty street on a bulk of wired up broken dreams,

Where the seedy sleeps

And I am the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone ... I walk alone.......

I am walking down line that divides me somewhere in my mind,

On a bolded line where I walk alone...

...........

 

..............so goes the lyrics by:

GREEN DAY-BOULEVARD OF BROKEN DREAMS {ARTIST}, AMERICAN IDIOT {ALBUM}, PUNK ROCK {GENRE}.

 

 

Have you heard these two songs? Hear them once. They are really superb and fascinating ones.

 

Well these goes similar to me when I take the present situation where I had been living at hostel. So at hostel there would be many people moving around and there a lot enjoyment being with so many friends and making a lot time with them. You won’t even watch movies alone. You take along a bunch of friends along with you and there no reason for not to enjoy. You won’t leave your friends at any moment. You will be with them in canteens, parks, theatres, etc. And you would not like the idea of being alone. If in any situation you are left alone, you might get frustrated and can’t do any work properly. So it means that you get an inextractable part of a group. And you happen to enjoy their company. How actually friends are formed? Well that depends of overlapping one another’s ideas and thoughts and many reasons if you want to take them in account. But it was not same case with me. Was I different?

 

Yeah. In my sense I am truly different from others. In what sense? Ask my friends, they will be telling many things about me like I’m like that; I am like this, etc. I can’t object their opinion. But I have my own. If you happen to see me in the class room, I would be sitting in the first bench without anyone on my sides where as all my friends move over all class room chatting with all the people. I liked to be like that. It did so because no one used to disturb me and nothing incredibly would happen to me. So how many of my class mates know me?

 

Ah. Nice question? Almost three quarters of my class fellows know me. The credit goes to the aggregate percentage which I luckily attained in my first semester. So when you happen to be good at class, friends automatically add up thinking they are with some of the “INTELLIGENT” guys of the class. That was about my class mates. At hostel, there was one more thing to add to this marks funda. That’s my laptop. When I took it to my hotel, I was the second person to bring a laptop to that hostel. So many people came and went looking at my laptop. So more friends added open in the list. One of my friends tells it took him almost one month to know me perfectly and talk freely. That person was Sri Charan. This person is a laptop alcoholic boy and gets attached to his own which he brought after a month of mine. And if you happen to one of my classmates he told that some of the people stored my cell number as AJAY(SILENT). Such funny people. They often ask me why am I so silent. I would probably say,”Just like that”. Well that was about my friends.

 

I had been away from home almost for a year. So you can ask me what was the best thing I liked most when you were away from home. The answers would be many but the concept is one. I liked strolling on the beach, eating food at a 5-Star restaurant, etc and all this alone. Yes alone. I went along with my friends to movies, restaurants, beach, etc but wasn’t so excited when I went to all these places alone. Yeah it is a bit costlier one when you have to pay the bills unlike with friends where you share money. I was very much fascinated moving around the city buying clothes, books, etc. Don’t ask me why? The obvious question would me “NO COMMENTS”. Huh.

 

Yeah I know, being alone would not serve the purpose all the times. Because you will have only few or may be at most three ideas for a problem. But in a group you may have at least six different ideas for the same problem. But I am least worried about those extra ideas. It would be better if you do things of your own ideas rather than depending on others ideas. Please note that I am not discouraging you from taking ideas from others. It may be useful some times when you are unable to think on your own. It’s just my opinion. And I even know that living alone would not be applicable for the future where I may have to work in a large database consisting of various teams. Hope I improve myself to be part of a team and increase my inner capabilities.