Dozing into the Night.

I couldn't see the moon today.  May be today is a no-moon day. Btw what do we call it again. Hmm...er... I pass. Yesterday, I remember admiring the moon for its white illumination in the dark sky scattered with tiny white dots. 

Yesterday, I felt dizzy and I thought it must be the earthquake. But when I saw the remaining people who were working normally, I realized it me swinging, or may be feeling like that. And to make the point clear, I think I might have a little bit of fever and also cough and soar throat. Initially, I thought it was because of the all the shouting I did. You question ? I shout as well ? Was I supposed to the the silent guy and don't-give-a-sh_t-what's-happening-guy. You got me there. I pretend to be like that. And it has become a habit. You may also know, good habits are hard to go, er... I mean bad habits , or whatever. 

This wasn't actually today's' post. I had planned to explain the last weekend, which I enjoyed a lot. But the aftermath seems to be frustratingly feverish and painful with the soar throat and all. Well, God Damn me, I had been saying this the whole day. Well, What can God do over here. Right ? Well, whatever ! I am in one hell of a situation and to add to it there comes our faculty. 

So, his story is quite different and completely over my head. Well, I won't brag about it. Coming to the point. A lot time wasted to waste some more time. Did you get it? And in addition to that .... 'A lot time wasted to waste more time and keep us starving'. I already feel sick and there is a presentation tomorrow and they call it the final presentation. Well, there is another final presentation. So many names clashing to one, right ? Happens sometimes where there is no clear idea of what the eff is happening around. So, there is a presentation tomorrow and I already feel like s#it and you guys probably know about me and presentations that I suck to the core. And now, this bloody running nose, feverish body, soar throat and mind blowing cough and not to forget review (also called as test or diagnostics)  , tests and re-tests and re-reviews. That;s enough for a man, right ? I too feel the same. Wait a minute, did I just hear someone say 'that's so easy to handle'! Well, I present you my shoes, a brand new one and you can just hop in and feel what exactly I am feeling. 

Someone cracks a totally lame joke at this time, and I am like 'mln', if you know what I mean. Probably you don't. Good for you. First of all I don't even look at him and behave as if I didn't hear it, but then he starts laughing like crazy-stupid, more like eech-eech-eech. I smile back with one disgusting look which he doesn't observe. Then, I carry on with my work. Now there is more. How do you feel when some looks at your PC when you are working really hard or lets say writing a blog or writing some kind of program ? Frankly, I feel like hitting the person first. And in-spite of the Business Skill sessions which explain about such behaviour in detail, some people just fail to follow it. Now, what else can we say? I stop and look at the reflection in the computer and there he is staring like an as_ ! I stop , shift the tabs with my fingers and do that till he goes away to do this G# D# work. 

You might have got pissed after reading this all-swearing post. But, dear friend, I am pissed to the core and hope this helps. Well, now I feel a little more feverish and sleepy. And I don't usually do early sleeps. See, its not even 12. And I sleep at 3 or 4. Now, my fingers are like burning as if I am on fire from inside. Is it fever ? God, give me a break. I took the antibiotics which don't seem to be working. Now, I end and put my misery to myself as I sleep into the night with no moon. God, Save me Tomorrow. Only, if you could hear.!