Life at its Best.!!!

Second after second. Day after day. Week after week. Time just passes by you just by giving a wink that something has happened at some instance. But when I look back my past, it seems like yesterday but in reality, it's more than ages. Year after year, I get to know something new. New?! Yeah. Not actually related to so called studies. Studies are just above my head these days and not to mention the curriculum has been a bit difficult this year. 

But I am not really bothered about all those things as I am finding much more pleasure in much more non-productive things. I know that these are not really useful. But I can't help myself. Blame myself. And while writing blogs, I seem to find much more pleasure. One of my friends suggested me to write about the things that are now happening and on those topics people would search in the web. But sorry my friend, I write not to know the world. I did for my own pleasure. I search for myself in these blogs. I feel thirsty. I feel like I am lost in a vast desert where sometimes the mirages too give me a hand. I feel lost in the deep blue sea, not a sight of a friendly fish nor a cruel one. Entangled in my own miseries of life, searching for the lost and unknown.

I try to run my imagination deep, wide and  high and fly like a bird searching for new places. But then I find myself lost in the worldliness and the way back is unknown. So I tried to move ahead keeping the question in my mind. The question of what will happen in the future, what sort of Pandora Box awaits me? Someone tells me to be optimistic. Hmm.. I guess I don't know how to be optimistic, when you know what you have done. And sometimes thinking so, and getting some odd result depresses the lone heart. So my dear folks, I know that one should be optimistic, but you can't help me to be one of the type.

 So then the 'Life'. So much confusing and never the less amazing. I get so many text messages about life to enjoy every moment as this is the only life in which we can enjoy the most. Intolerance, Impatience, Anxiety, Hurriedness, Sorrow, Happiness, Joy, Depression, Anger, Silence, etc are the order of a life. But I don't seem t find many in the people. I mean the odds listed out above. Happy people, happy life. No other questions? So the title "Life at its Best" is quite contradictory to what I am writing. For me its quite the other way round. [Don't ask me the reason?]. Life seems to be complicated for complicated lives. Many seem to find the pleasure in what they have and with their work. And I sure agree with this. But some try to find the unknown and end up in total disaster. Like the one writing this blog. And one can blame others as one work is purely by his mind. Work with your heart and mind, and success is just at your doorstep. But life isn't all studying thing, right? I know I'm wrong with this statement. Many do believe that "Studying" is all what life is. You study well. You settle well. You settle well, you live happily. People seem to be fiddling with new books, concepts and all those things to sharp their brain. I sure fail to understand what actually goes in their mind. Wit so much to study and in so less time ( I mean the exams, these are the only things na which decide our destiny and our happy life?), I feel so much exaggerated with this life of books.

Then come "Friends". Motivators, Caretakers( in a sense), Back-Stabbers, and what not, you name a character and they are present just in front of your eyes. I sure agree with you people that life without friends is a life wasted. But if you take myself as example, I do have friends but with great difficulty they were formed. And not to mention the "B-S",they don't give you a wink. And the next moment you are deserted. But hopefully, I don't have any [ I guess]. But it takes a lot of energy to maintain one and create a new one. Creating is the most difficult part and I guess I am poor at that.Blame me! I would accept it!!

So,this small life is a precious gift that one can ever get. A gift to be renowned and lived to the last breath. It is just in your hands and it just takes your own aptness and destiny to which end you want to mould it. So I guess you are the best at that and you live a happy life like nobody else and set an example (Examples need not be set in studies and new invention.....lol!?, try something different).

LIVE. CHERISH. PROSPER.!!

-Ajay Kontham